Saturday, September 5, 2009

before you adopt, educate yourself!!


Unethical practices and adoption scams do not only happen to adoptive parents. Expectant mothers, birth parents, adoptees and adoption professionals are also at risk. The key to an ethical and positive adoption journey is to educate yourself, know who you are working with and thoroughly research your options and the laws. In order for a con to be successful, often times the con will hide under the cloak of legitimate professionals. Or simply not hide at all.

Ethics in adoption is a MUST!

Education is the KEY!

I RECOMMEND THIS for anyone planning to adopt. Please do NOT trust someone without researching. I would not advise using a facilitator without a lawyer (you trust and researched).

I know sometimes in our heart to love and help children

we can make emotional decisions. PLEASE educate yourself. Its possible you can save yourself from a disastrous

outcome if you invest the time.

Please visit this site if you plan to adopt.

Friday, September 4, 2009

life breaks and falls apart

"...but we know these are
where Grace is.
soon to be
So Amazing........."

i find these lyrics so comforting,
with my frozen emotions
melting into pools
of utter raw emotion
shattering before me....

....i lay before the Throne broken

"when anything that is shattered is laid before the Lord,
just watch and see
it will not be.............
unredeemed. "

this worship,
full of passion,
Spirit and promise
wraps its arms around me

i. miss. my. sunshine. girl.

in a way full of nothing but vengeance, judgement, lies
and completely packaged with manipulation for a bow-
she was taken from me, from us
yes literally removed by force
by someone with no authority
someone who misused their position
unfortunately selfishness doesn't allow us to see clearly
and emotional desperation spins ones reasoning outta this hemisphere
there are others who witnessed this slow mo drive by
in disbelief-

it all jumped off the sanity bridge on july 30th
very late in the evening with agenda
arriving in the morning with intimidation
continuing the emotional tilt a whirl of injustice to as i breathe now.

this story, HER story is very unfortunate at the moment
this is what happens when self righteousness, pride
and nothing more than pure jealousy
becomes someone.

it is a VERY ugly becoming
and they even want to tattoo God's name on it.
for the sake of all things True,
put YOUR own name on it!!

i will not bow, i put up boundries
and that is really the problem
fallen man you are not God!
God does not intimidate,lie or manipulate

NOTHING goes unseen before Him
and these ashes He will restore
and be used for good
this is not where my destiny is
this situation can't keep me here!
although the intention was selfish
to see me broken for not bowing
little did you know this will actually strengthen me
i will ONLY bow to Him
for such a time as this.

life might be breaking and falling apart

"...but we know these are
where Grace is.
soon to be
So Amazing.........

They may be unfulfilled, they may be unrestored
But you never know the miracles the Father has in store
just watch and see it will not be